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To You Again.
December 17th, 2022 07:01 pmHello everyone! It's good to see you all! [I know it's been a while haha, sorry I'm bad with upkeep, you know?]
I wanted to at least pop in a try to give a honest update. Why? Who knows actually, It might be for you but maybe it's also for me. The way the world works for me is that by holding onto the slim fleeting moments of life through words and pictures I hold onto a bit of myself that feels and experiences life then. There's a good half of year of changes that happen that range from both the best day and most horrible day of my life.
[long life update below hehe]
The bad [triggers for hospitals, fear of death, parental death, suicide idealization, and the like]
( Read more... )
While the bad was short it was still big enough to grow, to rip the sunshine away like a fog. But there is still good left in the bleak world, I know there is.
Now for the good.
( Read more... )
Whew, that was alot of soul searching stuff, but lets continue with some more fun stuff!
I managed to finally get out of a writing funk and wrote another fanfic. It's another relatively short one, but writing it was akin to breathing in fresh air. As of late I felt less and less like I belonged into fire emblem. A number of friends I made into it have long moved on from it due to a combination of burn out and terrible discourse that I rather not get into for the privacy of everyone involved. Plus, I recently have gotten into Ace Attorney [which I have a million thoughts on but I'll talk about that for another day] so I felt my love for it dying down as well.
However I still hold onto my love of it as well as my love for Tellius even with all of it being pushed away for the newer fire emblem games and such. For that will never change, my obsessions never end. As a friend put it, they're all together in a big silly apartment complex and every new one checks in lol.
But anyways, if you are interested, the story is here: Link!
It's another Micapell one, for I have so many listless ideas for them. It's been a while because, to put it bluntly, it's hard being one of the only people constantly making content for them. It's lonely out here -n-;
That doesn't mean I want to stop, because who am I but not silly and devoted. It's nice to just have fun, that's all I want.
I hope that I can get another story done later, that would be fun, especially branching out to other fandoms.
Other than that I've been playing the new pokemon game, which is a weird diversion for me because I have not played a pokemon game since ruby and sapphire when I was ten, unless pokemon go counts...
It's embarrassing how little I knew, I made so many bad mistakes (oops accidentally threw a fighting type at a psychic!) I had to look up types every battle. It was fun though! I feel like I should delve into more ones I missed, maybe Legends Arceus.
Anyways this was quite long and I'm glad for anyone who went through that all. I want to extend a good future to all of us. Even through the world's uncertainties, I want to believe there to be a future for us all.
So please have a wonderful Christmas and a fantastic new year, from me to you and to all of us again and again and again.
I wanted to at least pop in a try to give a honest update. Why? Who knows actually, It might be for you but maybe it's also for me. The way the world works for me is that by holding onto the slim fleeting moments of life through words and pictures I hold onto a bit of myself that feels and experiences life then. There's a good half of year of changes that happen that range from both the best day and most horrible day of my life.
[long life update below hehe]
The bad [triggers for hospitals, fear of death, parental death, suicide idealization, and the like]
( Read more... )
While the bad was short it was still big enough to grow, to rip the sunshine away like a fog. But there is still good left in the bleak world, I know there is.
Now for the good.
( Read more... )
Whew, that was alot of soul searching stuff, but lets continue with some more fun stuff!
I managed to finally get out of a writing funk and wrote another fanfic. It's another relatively short one, but writing it was akin to breathing in fresh air. As of late I felt less and less like I belonged into fire emblem. A number of friends I made into it have long moved on from it due to a combination of burn out and terrible discourse that I rather not get into for the privacy of everyone involved. Plus, I recently have gotten into Ace Attorney [which I have a million thoughts on but I'll talk about that for another day] so I felt my love for it dying down as well.
However I still hold onto my love of it as well as my love for Tellius even with all of it being pushed away for the newer fire emblem games and such. For that will never change, my obsessions never end. As a friend put it, they're all together in a big silly apartment complex and every new one checks in lol.
But anyways, if you are interested, the story is here: Link!
It's another Micapell one, for I have so many listless ideas for them. It's been a while because, to put it bluntly, it's hard being one of the only people constantly making content for them. It's lonely out here -n-;
That doesn't mean I want to stop, because who am I but not silly and devoted. It's nice to just have fun, that's all I want.
I hope that I can get another story done later, that would be fun, especially branching out to other fandoms.
Other than that I've been playing the new pokemon game, which is a weird diversion for me because I have not played a pokemon game since ruby and sapphire when I was ten, unless pokemon go counts...
It's embarrassing how little I knew, I made so many bad mistakes (oops accidentally threw a fighting type at a psychic!) I had to look up types every battle. It was fun though! I feel like I should delve into more ones I missed, maybe Legends Arceus.
Anyways this was quite long and I'm glad for anyone who went through that all. I want to extend a good future to all of us. Even through the world's uncertainties, I want to believe there to be a future for us all.
So please have a wonderful Christmas and a fantastic new year, from me to you and to all of us again and again and again.
